Sad but...Relieved

Ok well it's been a while, and I've decided to write down a few lines. Well first I'll start off with something I forgot to write about or just never did because it hurt. Ocober 15, 2006. Unfortunately my grandpa past away. It all started with his diabetes. He was on this thing called a dialisis. It had something to do with a tube, connected to his body. With it they put a liquid in and out. Supposedly it cleaned his system out. Helped protect because his body was already weak. Well he got infected and went on surgery to have the tube removed. It was a succesful surgery. The doctors said he still needs the tube, so they decided to put it on again but to wait another week. The week passed, again the surgery, and again it was succesful.

That was about all I heard until October 16. My mom, brothers and me all woke up early excited because we were going to go to a Mexican concert. All of a sudden the phone rings. My mom starts crying and screaming NO NO NO MY GOD NO! I quickly ran to her and hugged her really tight to make her feel like she wasn't alone. And after taking her deep breath, I heard words that I thought I would never hear. Well, I knew I would but not just at that moment. She said " Mi papi se murio," meaning my dad died. I was like WHAT, but how, they told us he was ok when we last heard from him. I didn't know what to do but cry. But the tears wouldn't fall down. So the concert thing was over, and my mom got her things ready to go to the airport. She left that same day.

At first I blamed it on God. But then I thought..God saved him. He was suffering so much already from his diabetes. He's in a better place. And I guess God wanted him up there with him. It's been over 9 months, close to 10 months. I just hope I see him whenever my time goes to an end.