My Grandpa

Well, i must say that I am really sad right now. Why? Because my grandpa is really sick and he has diabetes and he is 81 years old. Last night 11/21 around 7 pm I had an unexpected call. It was my aunt from mexico. She told me to tell my mom to call asap!!! and also my aunt. I thought omg wtf is happening. So I asked her what is happening? Is everythin alright? And she gave the phone to my other aunt. She told me to put the speaker because my grandpa wanted to talk to us but his hearing isn't really good so he can't hear what we saying. Well he told me and my brothers that he wasn't feeling really good and that he might leave soon at that he wanted to tell us that he loved us and that god bless us. I started to cry a lil bit. Later on I called and my uncle, my granpas son, started crying. He's a vet. so he checked my grandpa with his tools and told me he is doing good but he was crying :( Well he told me to please keep my mom calm and to pray and that we should be expecting the worse beacuse of his conditions. I wish so bad to be in mexico right now. I miss him so much. I want to be able to hug him and kiss him goodbye and tell him that I love him with all my heart and even though I didn't get to spend lotz of time with him I love him and I will always miss him :'( He didn't want to move or anything. But right now he's hospitalized and is being given oxygen. The doctor said he did all he can now all we got to do is wait but we have to expect the worse. My grandpa gave everyone a blessing. Imagine, I have more than 30 family members in part of my mom plus friends. I want him to be able to give me my blessings but I can't go to mexico. The right person that should go would be my mom. Its her father and shes been with him more than I have. I heard everyone crying when my aunt first called. All I hope for is that he gets a little bit better so that I can go with my dad to mexico in January. I just want my grandpa to live a lilttle bit more so I can see him for the last time :'( He means so much to me. But if he goes I know he will be in a better place. I love him lotz. And I want him to know that.

Well today is 11/22 and its 7:18 pm n i just found out the oxygen did good to my grandpa and that he had surgery done.