So Much Going On

Well, everything started on my dadz b-day. As I said before my best friend is Jessica. And I wanted her to meet the guy I have liked for almost 5 years (Ramon). And well she did on my dads b-day party. We were all there, and I kinda noticed Ramon would look at her in a way that you would like some one. I really didn't say anything about it, all I did was keep it to myself. Then my brothers b-day came, april 1st, and I would notice that he would flirt a lot with Jessica. I got pissed but I kept it all koo. Then it came to the point where I couldn't help myself and I just fell into tears. I never told anyone buy my brother Carlos the reason why I was cryin. And I guess now you can guess what the reason is. That he likes her, or atleast at that time I knew he did but I didn't dare ask him. So this was like a thing that made me think more about things. I figured since the beginning that things between me and him would never work out. And I would just rather be his friend and not go out with him then break up and never talk to each other. You feel me? Well on last Sunday, umm april 22, my bro carlos, jessica with her mom n broz, ramon, yinnette n me went to a sweet sixteen. There I knew for sure Ramon liked her. But then again I never asked him. Then I finally did on monday, april 24. He told me the truth that he did like her. What did I tell you!! And then I confessed I did like him and he said he was sorry because he didn't feel the same way. I was hurt but I felt happy though cuz I got things straight with him. And now I can just look at him and know the truth and just be koo friends. Now I'm just feeling straight and I honestly don't wanna look at any other guy but mah boii Franko. Umm I havnt said anything but I have one. But its cyber dating though. Do ya'll think thats right? bout having a cyber boii? I mean we make 2 months today and he hasn't abused of me and I will never. He lives in Mexico. But yea what you guyz think??